'Titanic' success bittersweet to Winslet (AP)

AP - The release of the blockbuster that made her a household name "Titanic" should have been a happy time for Kate Winslet. Instead she was mourning the loss of her first love Stephen Tredre. "Looking back I see what I was dealing with when `Titanic' came out" the 31-year-old actress says in Sunday's Parade magazine. "I had a lot of pain and I was confused about who I was."